shall post about other things the next round
now , i guess i jst want t dictate this post t you,
so many things happened for the past months.
i remembered our first message, our first date , our first bus ride
& the list goes down.
i thought of the times you took the time off t see me home
t have bus rides of our own.
sitting quietly by you outside vivo
hogging on the phone late at night
till now , everything still running through my mind
the time you held me tightly late at night at east coast
when i look back at the times now , i would smile
picturing you eating with your hands covering half of the mouth
smiling with your mouth wide open
for now , i tried t get you off my mind
you and her ?you and me?
i tried, i tried finding reasons t explain for the things btw us
t make me feel better
till now , you may never find it wrong
the guy i thought who held the feelings still
was lying on the arms of hers
it was just an indescrible feeling
a feeling of disappointment, saddness , anything
i even pictured the image of you cuddling
for days i thought through everything.
too silly for me t hold on still , too silly t cry over you
when you could have her
too silly t have the trust in you agn
i dont want t think of anything else more
now all i know was , i will still remember you as the guy
who never fail t make people arnd him smile,
the guy who is ever friendly
ever there t render his help t others
i came across someone 's blog jst now
saw that you fell ill recently
jst hope that you will get well soon .
for the last time , always be mindful of your injury
take care (: