i guess i've decided to give everything an end
to keep you away from my thoughts
prolly you're better w her now,
but these times, i've always wanted to ask 'how are you'
'how have things been going for you?'
but i pulled everything back
maybe i will jst heard of you from people
will that be better?
but now as of today, guess things are doing great for you and maybe her
since something cant be amend, i wont think of anything else anymore
maybe i will jst be missing you, nothing elses
i cant change you, i wont want to either
but i will change myself, giving myself a new start
this time is for real
i will start afresh,
i will stand back on my feet
even though at times i will look back,
but i wont cry wanting them back again
letting free of everything ,
i'm gonna keep it going by myself
even if it meant by walking it myself
w.o you
i will do so
hardest goodbye,
but yet , thanks